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2 Esdras 10:4

Now I don’t intend to return into the city, but to stay here, and not eat or drink, but to continually mourn and fast until I die.”

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And I do now purpose not to return into the city, but here to stay, and neither to eat nor drink, but continually to mourn and to fast until I die.
King James Version