grudge
verb transitiveTo be discontented at another’s enjoyments or advantages; to envy one the possession or happiness which we desire for ourselves. ‘Tis not in thee . To grudge my pleasures, to cut off my train. I have often heard the presbyterians say, they did not grudge us our employments. It is followed by two objects, but probably by ellipsis; as, grudge us for grudge to us.